To the shelf Essence goes.

I apologize for doing this, this way. I wanted to do it the right way, to find a time to RP with my Owner and beg to be sold.. to have a chance to find someone and entice them into buying me. Though, my schedule and the schedule of my Owner simply do not match up well enough. I hope you get better soon Obs I really do. It has been a joy, though a tough ride with all of the changes. I am sorry I couldn't make it work, I am sorry that I am resorting to this.. I.. just.. don't feel it. I have no inspiration to come and role play. When that happens, I need to make changes. With the encouragement of my Hubby I am stepping away and figuring out what I need to do and where I need to go. I am sorry that it wasn't here in White Water with all of you fantastic role players. I wish you all the best.